HIGH FIDELITY
Heartbreaks will really do it. Then there’s this thing that you can create from this pain. I remember back in July of 2024, what it felt like to have my heartbroken yet again. I felt empty, alone and betrayed. A common theme I’ve always felt when dealing with a breakup. I grounded myself in activities like swimming, sitting in silence, exercising and running. I quickly started to feel better, yet part of me was still yearning for companionship. I remember that time so distinctly because I keep playing moon river, over and over again in my head. It made me sad yet, peaceful. After a month, I reconciled, moved on (in) and went on from there. Catching you up to speed. I moved out. This time feeling high anxiety yet some sense of freedom. Similar to what I felt while running in July of 24’. Yet the concept of family and my true desires linger in the back of my mind. I remember I watched High Fidelity (2020) five times. I really bonded with the series. I felt the emotions of the main character played by Zoe kravitz. She starts out by listing her top five heartbreaks and from there she curates and narrates what she deems “makes a perfect “playlist”. I’m a sucker for romance followed by drama and soothed over with comedy. It’s like the perfect prescription. While I’ve always made playlist, this inspired me to take my hobby a bit more serious, becoming more intentional with my selections and collections. Really curating something not only I would timelessly enjoy but for others to enjoy and vibe to as well. I’m famous for being a passenger princess and connecting my phone to the Bluetooth. From there I vibe and ride, peeking over and/or back to see heads nodding and euphoric faces when sounds a person hasn’t heard in a while are played. What a good dopamine rush multiplied by two. While I truly intend to make a masterpiece for myself, I hope you’re able to enjoy the lyrics and rhythms too. Listen, observe, dive deeper, enhance moods, feel feelings and acknowledge your thoughts. From my heart to your ears, my very first playlist I’m sharing with the World(Monde) ……
I’ve titled it “The Light ✨”
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Bonus Track - The light by Big Sean featuring Jeremih